A Place In This World ♥

Today I was listening to the song "A Place In This World" by Taylor Swift and really feeling what she was saying and what her words really meant, I guess relating to her.
A Place In This World
By: Taylor Swift
I don't know what I want, so don't ask me.
Cause' I'm still trying to figure it out.
Don't know what's down this road.
I'm just walking, trying to see through the rain coming down.
Even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do...
I'm alone, on my own and that's all I know.
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong oh but life goes on.
Oh I'm just a girl.
Trying to find a place in this world.
Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
and I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve.
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine.
Can you tell me what more do I need?
And tomorrow's just a mystery of life, but that's okay.
I'm alone, on my own and that's all I know.
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong oh but life goes on.
Oh I'm just a girl.
Trying to find a place in this world.
Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission....
That I'm ready to blow.
I'm alone.
On my own.
And that's all I know.
Oh I'll be strong, I'll be wrong oh but life goes on.
Oh I'm alone.
And that's all I know.
Oh I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world.
Oh I'm just a girl....
Trying to find a place in this world.
I'm just a girl....
Oh I'm just a girl.
As I'm listening to this song I'm feeling mixed emotions. As I'm living my life and trying to make my dreams come true I realize that being an outsider, and feeling alone is the only way to find your place in this world.
Maybe it's not with the jocks, or cheerleaders, or sluts or whatever. But it's somewhere, it just takes some time to find it.
Now that Taylor Swift has found her place with singing and that song really is just a past feeling, I'm feeling better. If Taylor Swift has found her place then I know it's not impossible and just listening to those words and seeing how her dreams have all come true I really do feel amazing, and I do believe that I can do it.
Oh and a little 'Natalie update': I went to the doctor today to have her look at that gross bump on my face (if you're my friend you've seen it probably, it's just below my right eye and is just a plain white, gross bump). I found out it's a shinx or something like that. Usually their a bubble that holds something in it, like cancer or a virous, but it's fine. It's not infected and it won't hurt me in the long run. My doctor told me if I wanted it off, the only real way would be to get it off using plastic surgery. So I'll be going into a dermatologist soon to have them look at it and figure out how to do my surgery, we can only pray before school so I won't have a huge scar on my face when I return. Other then that everything's perfectly fine, and I'm a happy camper it's summer.
Love times a million,
Nat.

Currently hearing:
"Your Eyes" By: Adam Pascal from Rent.

Quote of the Blog:
"It's amazing how quickly your life can just change. How fast a new person can come into it, how fast someone can just disappear. Everything can change in an instant and it's just amazing to me" -Stephanie Marie Gotz. (R.I.P. 1986-2008)